I was thinking last week about the gaps in society and how it feels good to be a bit beyond worrying about day to day bullshit. I was thinking of how I used to get pulled over by cops for walking down the street (looking suspicious) to getting pulled over by cops in my car when I got my license. Just being able to pay bills on time and not worry about penalties is a good thing. Getting on your feet can be a huge step, no matter where you come from. When you start from nothing or from debt life is hard. It takes money to get moving. And you really gots to hustle to make things happen.
I was thinking of how great it felt to be paying bills on time and making things happen. It is a crazy thing and might seem simple but having bills paid is a good feeling. Not having to stress about something coming up that I don’t have planned for, etc… It felt good, until I got home and had three lapsed bills waiting for me in the mail box. For some reason these were actually paid but not updated in the right places… Anyhow I got some straightening out to do this week (and following up todo).
It appears the BS might never end. And when you are dealing with the government you have to walk on eggshells. Anyhow this was just a bit of a rant. I was feeling good, then got smacked in the face back to reality. The hustle and grind can never stop.

(unrelated m1 prototype photo from autoblog)
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May 7th, 2008 at 5:50 pm
You got the right idea - I know so many people who use the excuse of their environment instead of changing their life their dictated by their surroundings.
Not me. Not ever.